Mah Main Game

At night I feel as if my spirit comes alive. It’s like as soon as the dark hits I realize exactly what I want and I can in-vision it, like dreaming. I think that the problem with the daytime is that our minds are too absorbed in other things and we have so much going on in our lives that we just don’t think about what we really want, truly. Every night right before I go to sleep, I lay in my bed just thinking about my life and either how shitty it is or how those shitty things sometimes end up leading to great things. I think about what I want, what a perfect moment would feel like, if I’ll ever truly love someone and what that emotion is like, I think about everything. My blog is basically about all of my thoughts and the things that I think of before bed, I'll even attempt to re-tell some of my dreams.